plastic
06/22/25 “Don’t worry if people think you’re crazy. You are crazy. You have that kind of intoxicating insanity that lets other people dream outside of the lines and become who they’re destined to be Note to self. You are not as important as plastic. People wouldn't recycle you. This is how you will see it. And she will see it as you are jealous and sabotaging. Fortunately, you will break up, part, go your own ways and you'll miss her almost as much as you miss food. But thankfully, not quite. And this is how I'm sure an anorexic survives in hell. Nothing in the world is quite as important as food. You can't coast for a long time on that road too long. Eventually, she started acting like she didn't even want to see me or be seen with me. Even if we just went to play pool at Pitchers, I started really questioning what that really was all about... I was never invited out again to hang out with her friends anymore. I just really had no understanding. These weird feelin...