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3/21/25


When I tasted her lips for the last time, no one warned me, this is it this will be the last time. No signs. No inkling of fading feelings. No lacking desire, beautiful. Just as beautiful as she was... IS.


The opposite really, we were in the backseat of my Sentra, windows were fogged up and we were on each other, like animals. 


No one tells you, "hey one day all of this will fade, so enjoy this while it lasts."

Instead it just ends, and you're left there sitting in your car with an empty feeling in your stomach and you're searching to remember the last time everything felt right.


Everything wasn't perfect.


Our relationship has certainly taken a turn for the worst. I figured if we could make it through this we are meant to be.


In the midst of our last kiss and whispering a thank you, wiping sweat off my face, you continued kissing me long and hard, almost like you knew it too...


REWIND <<<<<<<<<<< I thought for sure I'm going to marry this girl.


God, how stupid of me, blindsided by her handsome king-like confidence, vibrant, chill personality and a gentleman-like gestures & her smile.


OOOOOOOO that smile.


I noticed a bit of hesitancy FROM HER when we talked but never saw this coming. It was the way she said my name nervously, spreading the words around me like a virus. I waited for her response to follow my name.


Baby baby baby.


The first coherent thought appears and SHE kind of chuckle to yourself. She takes a rip from her nitrous tank...


“ lettuce.” She giggles


 “what”? I ask.


“oh lettuce.”  She repeated.


And laughter echoes throughout the house.


Happiness in the air.


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